[brush]
This is the world he painted
This is the world he saw
He wept in pure sorrow
For nothing could be done at all
Someday, one day, he hope that the rest
Would seek the truth and pull through the test
The destiny and fate of Man lies in their hands
For he who paints the world sees the world
In sorrow, yet ever joyful...
[hear me]
Sunday, June 11, 2006
Lol, I'm on a blogging spree....
Yesterday nite: fac gathering to celebrating Karen's bdae at one of her corporate member's house. It was seriously Saturday Night Fever and I couldn't express the feelings I truly felt when most of the facs were there, toking and laughing away. woots. It felt like SLC had never ended before and everyone was so merry, happily eating and barbequing, and of course playing and toking crap. Wasn't able to join them in the late morning to buy the cake for karen; had stupid NDP training. Oh yeah, toking abt NDP really pisses me off. I had to wear that blue uniform 4 times in one week. First it's yesterday. Then my training camp on 12th, 13th and 14th. And then my assesment on the 16th. And then the next NDP training the next day on the 17th. I SO love NPCC. How am I suppose to wash and prepare my uniform? And half my hols is taken-up by NPCC activities. Okay, enough of such saddening stuff, get back on track.
And so we talked all night long and somehow I'm infatuated with the BIG doggy that they bought for karen. It's uber huge, seriously. But of course not bigger than doug of course... hahaz... We ate stingray, which is such a "ray" of hope, and hotdog, which proved that doug is somehow hot... hahaz... And then after all these corny stuff I made, wenny took a corn, came up to me and said, "Hi, corny! Eat some corn!". -.- argh, how corny can that be? Okay so now I'm bugs bunny (nickname gave by my corp for being so jumpy) and and corny. Eh wait, when did Bugs Bunny EVER ate corn? I thought he nimbles his carrot and goes " What's up Doc?" Aiyah, nvm....
Glad to see most facs there: davin, chuanita, nicole, wei leong, shi hua, karen (bdae girl), shu han, jia cong, weiling, doug, matt, zhen yang, li xiang, alfred, elynn, jia yun, terence, zi yang, wei si, wen yi and of course OT members like guan yu, qi han, jia jun, jian rui, jingbo.... wow, what a wonderful "farmily"!.... hahaz.... Oh boy, it's great to be back together again... XD then we went park and then j8, randomly walking about and aimlessly too.... until some peeps decided to watch the boring englang vs. paraguay match and then everyone went home... lols, england won though an own goal... that's so crap....
Today morning was quite fun for me. Went for art and as I started my watercolour painting, I suddenly realised how long I have not held a brush, since the day I completed my four paintings last year. And it feels awesome to be back, painting at will again. Somehow, I felt terrific when I paint, where the piece of white paper is my toy and that I have the complete liberty and freedom to create something out of nothing. Never felt this way for such a long time already. And then I started to paint like I always used to, and I surprised myself. I could still paint pretty well, in spite of the change in the type of paint and the long time gap. It's a little rusty, but at least I created something appealing. I painted the "soft" way, and created scenery of the sky and nature.... And I just sat there, oblivious to my surroudings and started painting, for three straight hours. Managed to complete half a painting and will continue to paint better.... I found myself again through the painting, and recovered my "lost" self. At last, I'm no longer lost...I'm found and free again!
brushofmight's back! I'm back! Woohoo!.........
Never felt so alive!
brushofmight
(Will upload my watercolour painting when I'm done XD)
