[brush]
This is the world he painted
This is the world he saw
He wept in pure sorrow
For nothing could be done at all
Someday, one day, he hope that the rest
Would seek the truth and pull through the test
The destiny and fate of Man lies in their hands
For he who paints the world sees the world
In sorrow, yet ever joyful...
[thyself]
~brush~
piscean 100391
hci, pei chun
4m'07
3m'06
2n'05
1n'04
6a'03
hci npcc
sergeant
ndp'06
utp'06
bsp camp'06
11th, 12th slc
icouncil '04 '05 ExCo'06
34th high school council
aspiring artist
[the loves]
family and friends
hci, council, slc
dashboard
claude monet - water lilies
vincent van gogh - starry starry nite
leonardo da vinci - the last supper
impressionists to post-impressionists
jay chou
2N - luv u guys
6A - we rock and u don't. go stone. xP
her
current mood: jumpy
[paintings]
the end
where is the love?
reflections
paradise
(Note: The above paintings/pictures that you see are copyrighted to brushofmight)
[hear me]
Monday, July 31, 2006
I can't take this anymore... any longer... everytime I try to fly, I fall without my wings...
I'm so confused, so tired and exhausted, that I don't know what to do. I've been pushing myself to work harder but sometimes, things don't always happen the way I wanted and that bogs me down. I've tried, but nothing comes out of it.
My mind's in such a whirl that I just broke down in front of my com and cried.
Yes, I cried.With so many things to do and so little time, I am lost. I knew a breakdown was imminent. This was the first time I cried because of work, which is ridiculous yet I have to do so many stuff to complete that I didn't know how to begin.
I'm sick and tired of this. Trying to push myself harder but this is what i get. When will this ever end?
the world suddenly seem so cold...
brushofmight
and I don't wanna wake up...and I'm still believing...
