[brush]
This is the world he painted
This is the world he saw
He wept in pure sorrow
For nothing could be done at all
Someday, one day, he hope that the rest
Would seek the truth and pull through the test
The destiny and fate of Man lies in their hands
For he who paints the world sees the world
In sorrow, yet ever joyful...
[hear me]
Thursday, August 10, 2006
wow... 3 to 4 mths of ndp training, ended just like that in one single nite of celebrations? somehow I can't face reality. the bonds we've forge, the songs we sang, the jokes we share, and of course our beloved cheer, the
xi shua shua cheer... so darn cute... and the nite was really memorable and sad, really. everyone was like hugging one another one? patting one another on the back and thanking each other for giving and sharing with them this experience, this memory of ndp '06 that will be part of history soon. All that's left are only pictures and memories and it's saddens me. Most of the girls cried, the guys didn't: well that was kind of expected... girls seem to get emotionally-charged real fast, and the tears are pretty much contagious. someone starts crying and the rest will follow. instantaneous chain reaction. oh well... I am really gonna miss ndp '06 alot, and will always rmb you peeps: chee keong, cheryl, kuang kai, alex, fahmie, wen xian and of course wei ju. all of us were so lame... crapping here, there and everywhere! ah heck, gonna have withdrawal symptoms for the next few days, and feeling like something has been taken away from me...
Well at least there's no more training and I can get to slack... no KFC and Pizza hut, oh boy, I think eating chicken every week's gonna kill me, that thick oily skin of a chicken really puts me off and seeing oil dripping from every part of the chicken really makes me puke. *cluck cluck* eww... disgusting man. And I think Maumu's a pretty okay teacher after all. I mean if not for him offering me this chance, I wouldn't be able to participate in NDP and eat all these chicken? lol I think I ate like 20 pieces of chicken in total but anyway, Maumu's pretty much okay except I think he should be more feeling a little bit, yeah? And realise he grew a little, now am able to see his hair at my eye level when I standing straight? eh wait, or is it that I'm shrinking? *shrugs... must be the chickens I ate, stunted my growth, think I'll become Chicken Little soon... >< and I seem to babble more often like a chicken... blah....
SLC still rox though haha... "forever and ever babe". Lol watched click on tues. Damn funny... especially the poor toy duck who got s*****d repeatedly by adam sandler's doggies... and I think they overdid that part... till it's not really funny anymore but more of stupid. But on the whole it was extremely hilarious, and I seriously can't stand Donna's fren whom I forgot her name. So bimbotic and fake... it's like "yuck, so gross"? no wonder nobody likes her, and I realise there's alot of such girls in reality, *shudders, can't stand it. Moral of the story: life's not a movie where you can fast forward or go back in time and that's reality. It's much more appropriate to go through tough times and adversities and grow from them rather then to skip everything to get to your goals. Family and friends come first, then work. Hmm... maybe I shld stop working and spend more time with my friends and family yeah? treasure thyself and thy life... shoo off hw, you shldn't exist... stop dominating my life...
went for class gathering and I realised eehui, xiner, bx all watched the same movie before the gathering at the same place: orchard?. lol, it totally shocked me... pretty unbelievable and what a coincidence... realised that people changed alot and everything's not the same at all... haha but the same feeling is still there, the 6a funky feeling. I think we can tok rubbish all night and still won't be able to finish crapping... haha, love you guys always. 6a, we rock and you don't, go stone xD haha... see you guys on teachers' day... wonder how's mrs loo though, and zhou lao shi... hope they're alright... and I guess it's been a long time since I last saw them face-to-face... really looking forward to teachers' day. probably will get something for them... hehe...
I realised I haven't been painting alot, much due to ndp... and my brushstrokes seem rusty and out of touch. Never mind, shall get it back sooner or later... still on watercolour, and I seriously need to practise my wet-on-wet technique >< shall change my blogskin once I finish with my painting... argh... hw and tests always get into my way... sch interest versus self-interest... was thinking where would I go after I complete my course? Continue on to NAFA? sounds like a great idea with mr lim as my mentor; he's uber gd and patient and he's pretty hilarious. But do I have the time? esp. when my parents have high hopes on me to go to overseas university? parental expectations increases the pressure, and they say that painting won't earn me a living. heck, I love to paint and will always love to paint... eek, I wanna learn oil painting soon, be the next next van gogh or da vinci, hehe. Hey, don't you laugh at me okay... I 'll be there someday, trust me. and I wonder what shld I paint after learning oil? replicate "the last supper"? "starry starry nite"? "mona lisa"? hmm... I think I shld paint something of my own... shall create a new style of painting hehe... welcome to the impressionist family... ^^
Darn... time to study for IHC le... stupid test tmr... bye.... peace out
brushofmight
