[brush]
This is the world he painted
This is the world he saw
He wept in pure sorrow
For nothing could be done at all
Someday, one day, he hope that the rest
Would seek the truth and pull through the test
The destiny and fate of Man lies in their hands
For he who paints the world sees the world
In sorrow, yet ever joyful...
[hear me]
Saturday, September 02, 2006
Allo world, i'm back.
okay so yesterday was suppose to be a day to "drink water and think of it's origin", cause it's teachers' day. As usual, normal school celebrations in the morning, then I had to give out this entire stack of teachers' day cards i bought as part of my duty being an EA Chair. Oh well, I still wondering why am I giving cards to teachers whom I dun really know or dun even teach me? Ah well, i guess it's in the name of helping the unit to build better relations with others and thus i gave out all the cards. Felt quite weird actually, *shrugs
And of course like any other year I went back to pei chun. Went with yi cheng and other 6c peeps. The 6a guys left before me; held up because of the cards, blah...
oh gosh, pei chun seriously changed alot. And I when I say alot, I really mean alot. The environment, the teachers, the atmosphere, all so different. And it doesn't feel like home at all. The feeling of going back home, back to where I once belong, has perished and does not exist in my heart anymore. And I can tell that the teachers dun welcome our presence; in fact I think they were scoffing at us. hmph, i think now the place has been empty of memories, memories once so dear to me. And if it weren't for chowchow and looloo, I might have thought that i've trespassed into an unknown school accidentally. It is not the peichun of old, the peichun i once knew. Sigh... anyway, met chowchow at the school hall, after going to macs to have lunch and after sometime of umm... random walking/stoning? lol, and I'm so glad I met chowchow; I miss her alot, her and looloo. Glad that she's alright and it's heartening to see her smile on her face when she saw us and at that point in time she really gave me a purpose to be back here in pei chun, well at least I can still feel nostalgia in the midst of all the unfamiliarity when I saw her. I miss her alot, esp. her lessons where she never fails to speak in a slow and monotnous tone when she teaches and all those reminders and words of concern showered upon us. Haha, and I rmbed she always seem to scold us a cool manner, haha no doubt she's very soft-spoken but i guess that there was a special kind of aura in her that we usually smiled awkwardly after we realised our mistakes and apologise to her. She's someone we highly-respect
Sheesh and it's very sad that looloo wasn't in sch. on maternity leave. just gave birth to a baby girl, so it's now wilger and verina loo, haha. The names are so cool and pretty unique =) Oh well, I really hope to see her and talk to her. Miss her rantings and scoldings a lot... really hope to see her the next time I go back. Seriously miss her loads. Mrs Loo and Chow Lao Shi, rock on! You will always be my teachers, forever
Saw loads of teachers, Deng lao shi (same old cheery mode ^^), Ms Lim, Simon Goh, Mr Tan and err... can't rmb, or is it that there isn't more worth to rmb? Shrugs, like most of the teachers who taught me are gone? Where's Mr Leon man? And, ahem, and the two form teachers of, ahem, the subsequent classes after A in that year when we were p6 are just their same old self: both are as nasty-looking as ever and they both look so fake... like eww... and they dun seem to like us at all and dun seem to welcome us back. nope, not one bit. Dun worry, 6a dun really like you two so there... it's not like we really care =D
and it's not the same, anymore... all that's left are just memorieslol, and the entire 6a peeps went to yx's hse. And boy, it was really fun. The rain never once dampened our cheery, hyped-up mode. haha, we seriously gossipped alot, and we sound like old people. We talked a lot and got retarded. Laughed a lot, for no whatever reason, probably at our selves? Read youknowwho's blog together, and hmm... well, i still dun understand why mj likes her? aiyah, I dun know, not for me to comment anywhere but needless to say I just can't stand her. Then we had alot of gossips here and there about random people. haha, and jm played hey juliet on the comp, and then immediately I was up dancing, Dun know why, but it seriously brings back alot of 12slc memories. 12slc's still in my heart and I can still rmb the moves yeah? haha, everything's so fun and awesome, and we watched she's the man and it pushed the existing highness to another new high (lol, punny) Guessed it was pretty much a no-brainer show but everything's in the name of funa and laughter. And i realised how girls like to give random and funny comments during movies... lol and then we had pizza for dinner. Simply laughing at everything and everybody was just being dumb and lame! Thx yx and family for allowing this grp of idiots in your home and make such a raucous =D, sry ^^
I realised 6a get to know each other better after we left pei chun. Hmm.. weird huh... We were so stupid and childish when we are p6. I think the gatherings that we had are always so fun and it's really worth the time to talk so much and interact. And we are all so different! Glad that I knew such a group of wacky, fun and meaningful friends, who will always be there when I needed help. 6a gatherings are so cool. 6a, we rock and you don't. go stone xP ad I wonder what becomes of us in the future? Will these gatherings still exist? And what will become of us? Who knows, maybe one of us may become a politician? a doctor? a lawyer? a pianist? a marine biologist? a guitarist? a fashion designer? a financial consultant? The possibilities are infinite. And when our paths will cross again? But one thing's for sure, 6a will always be 6a and the bonds that we share will last forever... and the memories will always be with us...
and we have all grown upbrushofmight
and I'm still waiting...
