[brush]
This is the world he painted
This is the world he saw
He wept in pure sorrow
For nothing could be done at all
Someday, one day, he hope that the rest
Would seek the truth and pull through the test
The destiny and fate of Man lies in their hands
For he who paints the world sees the world
In sorrow, yet ever joyful...
[hear me]
Sunday, December 24, 2006
Song: You are Loved ( Don't give up) - Josh Groban
okay finally, i'm back from reality... gosh i would rather be surreal and live in my own world than being in this hopeless world. I'm zombified i tell you. been sleeping at 1 or 2 every night. The worst was on wed, 3.30am... zzz... now i phased out. My mind's a blank and i'm too tired to think. Shall briefly blogged what happened in the life of a zombie... zzz...
Wed:
AGM. Bird too funny, so wasn't culled. Generally too boring, so fast forward plaze...
Afternoon - went for council meeting. Apparently, our council item still sucks and the remix that i did was too plain and simple to be even considered as a remix... but it's seriously a remix... Remixes are defined as taking two or more songs and establishing them together as a single song, and there's a significant change in them. Is it not defined as such? I dun know and I dun care. It's nice to me... but nvm, shall mix and match again. I find it quite weird to find my fellow comm member to criticise so loud and much about the remix even though he has a part to play in this too. Love critics anyway, dun really give a damn about it. It's funny how i react to criticism, for it always gives my mind a clearer picture with additional perspectives which at first I didn't see because, um, maybe I'm not perfect. Oh yeah, which thus brings me back to my weird logic about perfection. If practice makes perfect, but nobody's perfect, then why practise in the first place since you can never be perfect? I would prefer near-perfection, or another view that the perception of perfect is diff. from person-to-person. It's like i can be perfect in smb's eyes but not to another person... hmm... nah... shan't think too much... simply mind-bloggling, *yawns, item is so troublesome but anyway, we still can't finalise the entrance so meeting adjourned. no dotA.OB though, not a lot of ppl present anyway.
Went to take a lot at SOO banner painting. their banner's so last min, so messy. It looks like a chicken can... and the gradient's not even obvious. Even my grandmother can paint better than that... no peeps, this is no exaggeration. Sigh... I don't know how leh, hmm... there can be miracles, when you believe... ^^ so yeah, jiayou OT! SOO whoosh! xD.
Kah Kee Hall next, went to play badminton next. Woohoo... was quite good at it, trashed jia chen. okay maybe not really trashed but apparently his near-the-net skills arent as good as mine so drop shots the way to go. Er... but i think i must bring up the fact that the number of unforced errors that we both made are simply uncontactable, so er... i guess you can guess and predict the standard of the game...
And then fts called. Ask me go cine. He's drinking tea with marcus... zzz... what a joke. Says that utp ppl going to cine too. Okay lor, dragged myself to cine, since I havent been to orchard for quite long, specifically the last time i went was before i go for china trip. alicia, geneve, and fel oh came. talked at some hongkong cafe that was playing jay chou songs. lol, so zhongguo feng. but i think marcus and fts are nuts, eating lunch in some place like that. how noob can they be? I seriously wonder. Dy lah marcus, purposely left the seat beside geneve empty. You good, zzz... wadeva can... i cant be bothered about your antics. Then came up with some mickey and minnie theory... bleargh... what kind of theory was that may I ask? It doesn't even make sense. After that left the place to walk around taka.
Then one question crossed my mind: why am i here in the first place? i was sian after the initial high (not D) so I left. First time in my life i couldn't care about what time I go home and i felt so honoured. ^^ dun bother if you dun understand. So ta-dah, day gone, whee.. slept at 3.30 that night, rushed np cards. Felt as if I got a hangover when I woke up the next morning. Still cannot forget how I felt.
Next two days nth much, usually it's np stuff: cards/ecards, marshall duty and council: meeting/rehearsal plus some fun. Same thing, slept very late. bleh, now you know why my life sucks big time.
Fast forward to today. hehex i get to wake up leh, i dun care. woke up at 9, the latest time i woke up so far in my life. The earliest was 4 or no slp at all. Chiong for buddies briefing... so cool, went there when they are cheering... it's better than the previous meeting that they have but still, they lack the heart. The heart is the most impt element in cheering, it's common sense. But not everyone can do that, with pride and passion and I don't sense them in the buddies. Cheering for the sake of cheering and being loud. Dun think they understand why they cheer, haiz. But anyways they were quite bonded today, were quite high. Talked to them with jia chen and the grand seniors. Frankly speaking, I cant pep-talk very well, maybe i felt that i was reiterating too much and repeating what was said since i wasnt there at the earlier part. 4 days, left, oh please... may a miracle happen... that's one of my christmas wishes, ranked 3rd. I shant say the first though, felt pretty purple about it.. 2nd was for family and friends and the world.
After that went to reccee at IMM with jia chen. surprisingly it was my second time there, still got kind of lost. but it's quite zai over there, hehex. Went daiso to look for logistics and souvenirs, and i think we had a great idea. See.. dynamic duo worx. Pretty funny how we got the idea. We walked past a psuh-cart with 2 kids on it, playing with toy-amplifiers. Basically they were just shouting at each other and then at this moment we looked at each other:
Me: Are you thinking what I'm thinking, b1?
JC: Yes, I am thinking what you're thinking, b2...
Lol, so banana-in-pyjamas... see... it's synergy. In the end bought one of that for sample as a souvenir. It looks very lc but well, i guess some decor will help a lot. And it's within the budget.. and the best thing is it completely fits our theme: crescendo. woohoo... lady luck's smiling on us. Hope the others will agree. I'll push for it.. jc will second it, haha. Went library to do project, but nth much came out of it.
Sian, still got lots to do. Zzz... i swear that I'm not gonna touch any of my work during christmas, it's for me to enjoy. not like this one week of 1-2am slps... can't take it. Oh, and i bought a nice t-shirt for self-motivation at ps with my parents. You'll know why when you see it ^^ and a christmas prezzie for me!! shant disclose, go figure... xD
And i'm done.. and oh yea, merry christmas eve!
brushofmight
may it an evening star,
shines down upon you...
