[brush]
This is the world he painted
This is the world he saw
He wept in pure sorrow
For nothing could be done at all
Someday, one day, he hope that the rest
Would seek the truth and pull through the test
The destiny and fate of Man lies in their hands
For he who paints the world sees the world
In sorrow, yet ever joyful...
[thyself]
~brush~
piscean 100391
hci, pei chun
4m'07
3m'06
2n'05
1n'04
6a'03
hci npcc
sergeant
ndp'06
utp'06
bsp camp'06
11th, 12th slc
icouncil '04 '05 ExCo'06
34th high school council
aspiring artist
[the loves]
family and friends
hci, council, slc
dashboard
claude monet - water lilies
vincent van gogh - starry starry nite
leonardo da vinci - the last supper
impressionists to post-impressionists
jay chou
2N - luv u guys
6A - we rock and u don't. go stone. xP
her
current mood: jumpy
[paintings]
the end
where is the love?
reflections
paradise
(Note: The above paintings/pictures that you see are copyrighted to brushofmight)
[hear me]
Thursday, April 05, 2007
Song: Wherever you will go - The Calling
Okay so April Fools' Day blew over like any other normal day and it wasn't much of a joke. Nothing funny in particular. Hmm... maybe my life's a joke, hur hur. Then as usual normal lessons on the school days: the expected homework decadence in Eng, Physics' still full of rubbish, heh but I think the subject for the week is.... *drumrolls...* Chem! At least for me ^^ concepts plus funny blabberings every lesson, always that brain-engaging and at the same time hilarious. Kudos to ms letchmi!! (:
Yesterday was kind of tiring. HSC (mainly iSpark peeps) went down to shift goalposts and cones for the Sec 3 soccer tourney. Refereed soccer matches at field. Haiz... if not for jc's promise we wouldn't be doing this. Moral of the story? Don't make promises too fast. But I guess I don't really mind cause we're in this together! (okay not the song but you get the idea (x ) Students benefit from this initiative too so we should all put in our best effort for this yeah. In the end we still can achieve some sort of returns. However I feel that the students should be more appreciative towards this tourney. It's not easy, esp for jc, and we put in a lot just to make this happen, yet some of them complained this and that. Incredulous really. Childish mindsets still don't see what we actually go through just to get this done for them. How ironic. But I guess this sort of thing do happen. Just have to continue what we're doing and one day they will open their eyes. The show must go on... okay this goes out to all SYF peeps, esp. alvin and boey, jiayou! ^^
Had quiz comp, which was pretty slacky, then went with kanzy to national library for HRP. Gah, the photocopying of materials is a nightmare, but at least I got what I wanted. Climate change and sustainable development. Blah, doing my lit review just puts me off...
Anyway, had a random converstation with kanzy and jang ytd, which led to the idea of existentialism. Jang was talking about Nietzsche questioning whether Existence precedes Essence or is it the other way round. In other words, do we come to Earth with already an innate purpose to fulfill? We already have a purpose and therefore we exist? Or do we exist to find a purpose of life? Which comes first, existence or purpose? Food for thought. I believe in Essence preceding over Existence. I have a purpose, therefore I exist. I do not have to prove my existence for it is already proven through this purpose I carry with me. The notion that I exist means that the purpose is already in existence in me. There is a purpose but what it is I do not know. Not many youths will know it anyway. Only at the end of my life will I understand what is this purpose I'm given and I believe the Essence is defined by a Higher-Being. You don't exist for a purpose but you have a purpose to exist. Okay this is getting confusing... and I'm tired... can't think much anyways, shall continue some other time then... oh yeah before I forget, happy bdae jy! First-class genius, haha (:
brushofmight
"I swear that I will not disappoint, ever again..."
