[brush] 
      
         This is the world he painted
         This is the world he saw
         He wept in pure sorrow
         For nothing could be done at all
         
         Someday, one day, he hope that the rest
         Would seek the truth and pull through the test
         The destiny and fate of Man lies in their hands
         For he who paints the world sees the world
         
           
         In sorrow, yet ever joyful...
         
 
         
         
         [thyself]
         ~brush~
         piscean 100391
         hci, pei chun
         4m'07
         3m'06
         2n'05
         1n'04
         6a'03
         hci npcc
         sergeant
         ndp'06
         utp'06
         bsp camp'06
         11th, 12th slc
         icouncil '04 '05 ExCo'06
         34th high school council
         aspiring artist
         
         
         
[the loves]
         family and friends
         hci, council, slc
         dashboard
         claude monet - water lilies
         vincent van gogh - starry starry nite
         leonardo da vinci - the last supper
         impressionists to post-impressionists
         jay chou
         2N - luv u guys
         6A - we rock and u don't. go stone. xP
         her
         current mood: jumpy
         
         
         
[paintings]
         the end
         where is the love?
         reflections
         paradise
         (Note: The above paintings/pictures that you see are copyrighted to brushofmight)
         
         
 
         
         [hear me]
         Friday, April 20, 2007
         Did some random research profile:
http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/[At this particular time, you are feeling that you are or were unjustly and undeservedly treated and/or betrayed in your hopes and dreams. You feel that everything is against you. But look on the bright side for you are, whether you believe it or not, a survivor.
Always anxious to accept the role of the leader, as indeed you often work well with people - but try to stay out of the limelight. You'd like a life of ease with no one to rock the boat and someone who understands you is so important in your life.
You are a dreamer and you seek perfection in any relationship that you may establish. Some of your ideas and standards are over the top so it may be a good idea to review your perception of life and accept people for what they are - not for what you would like them to be.
Nobody seems to understand you at this moment for everything you suggest or do seems to be taken up the wrong way. All of this misunderstanding is leading to anxiety and stress. The situation naturally is not as you would like it to be - you feel that you are being treated most unfairly and that trust, affection and understanding are being withheld from you and that you are being treated with a demeaning lack of consideration. You consider yourself being denied the appreciation essential to your well being and self-esteem and that there is nothing you can do about it. You feel that whatever you try to do to change the situation, you are getting nowhere fast. You would really like to get away from it all but can't find the energy or the strength of mind to make the necessary decision.
You seem to be always on the defensive and that is because you have failed to establish yourself in a manner consistent with your own high opinion of yourself. You are trying to prove yourself with inadequate resources and this has resulted in considerable stress. You are trying to escape from these excessive demands on your reserves by adopting a defensive attitude in which you refuse to be committed or to be involved in further unpleasantness. ]
Some parts have some truth in it. Go figure.
brushofmight